Holding on

In the night there's a fire in my eyes
And this paradise has become a
place we've come to cry.
When I open your letter the
words makes it better it
takes it all away whoaoh it
keeps me holding
On whoaoh it keeps me holding on

Here we are preteding we're ok
you can say what you want but
you still can't fool me
The life we're living
It's all masquerade
I try to smile but I can't remember how
So how did we get so jaded
Is it so complicated
To not give up to me?